nate tried to kill himself today because i didnt want anything to do with him anymore.  i kid you not. he tried to od on some pills, who knows what the heck kind ... i was really mean to him today, i would want to die if i had me bitching at me all day too.
i can not take him anymore. he is so sycho. i dont even have words to say. this thing is getting old. its hard to make it seem like anything i say in here has any importance when i leave out all the details that make it a story worth saying

i dont want anything to do with him but at the same time i want to be with him right now.

^{and i hate you but i love you and i swear it doesnt matter and im running away screaming I CANT TAKE THIS...}