http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/ go on hate me, you can't break me. Thu, 21 Jul 2005 20:05:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Relationships Friends School http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/89.html Mon, 23 May 2005 03:58:47 GMT nathan is in jail. http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=89 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/87.html Sat, 19 Feb 2005 05:11:00 GMT October 20, 2004… the day that changed my high school life. This guy named Nate just started working at Burger King with me had asked for my number, and while on the phone that night, we made plans to hang out the next night. He said on the phone, “all girls are liars, cheaters, or whores”. I said, I can guarantee that I am not any of these. He said, “we’ll see”. The next night after work, I went over to where he was living at, and we hung out. I remember that night, I looked into his eyes and said, “You are insane”. I told him I could just see it in his eyes that he was crazy, and it almost... (more) http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=87 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/86.html Tue, 01 Feb 2005 23:22:38 GMT nate tried to kill himself today because i didnt want anything to do with him anymore. i kid you not. he tried to od on some pills, who knows what the heck kind ... i was really mean to him today, i would want to die if i had me bitching at me all day too. i can not take him anymore. he is so sycho. i dont even have words to say. this thing is getting old. its hard to make it seem like anything i say in here has any importance when i leave out all the details that make it a story worth saying i dont want anything to do with him but at the same time i want to be with him right... (more) http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=86 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/85.html Mon, 13 Dec 2004 01:20:20 GMT nate told me tonight that he wants to go back to new york. he wants me to go up there with him. that kind of freaks me out, ive got to admit. he said hell wait till i get out of high school. honestly, i dont even know how much longer i can stand to be with him. sometimes i cant stand the thought of losing him, and others i cant stand to even look at him. i mean, im going to college. im not going to fuck that up because of a boy. http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=85 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/84.html Thu, 09 Dec 2004 05:02:11 GMT well, hello friends. long time no talk. ive been busy. with a boy! i dont know, ive been really stressed out lately because of him and school and work and im just tryin so hard to stay out of trouble, which isnt so hard because i dont do anything really wrong and get my life back in order.. and keep my friends / just be a better person.. but its really hard to do everything when im seventeen dealing with grown up problems. i really care about nate. and i know he cares about me so much, its been really tough, cause he went to court today and his date was postponed till january. so... (more) http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=84 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/83.html Thu, 09 Sep 2004 04:23:08 GMT my biggest problem is not having the balls to ever let anyone know how much they mean to me until its too late. i miss david. alot. http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=83 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/82.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 05:40:39 GMT so im in a boy situation make that a five boy situation. i 'love' *o** i miss **a* i like **a**o* i want aa*o* i need *a*i* http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=82 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/81.html Wed, 04 Aug 2004 14:08:48 GMT my mind plays these fucking insane games with itself. maybe its because my brain is so bored with life that it creates problems and makes me think about them until i go insane. nah, im just insane. http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=81 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/80.html Tue, 03 Aug 2004 14:15:15 GMT im extremely angry with robb. he doesnt know it though. he never does. ive been angry with him quite a few times and im basically too much of a pussy to talk to him about it. i think ill talk to him about this shit though, if he ever calls me, cause he really fucked me over and thats so fucked up. i dont see how he can sit there and call me one of his best friends, then he ignores me the whole time hes in town .....when he was only there because of me. now katie collins is pickin him up, which is definitly better than ashley .. but i still dont know, because hes still putting her in front of... (more) http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=80 http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html Sat, 24 Jul 2004 01:33:10 GMT part one ok whoever the fuck signed my guestbook shit really pissed me off. where the fuck does all this shit about money and looks come in? i never said anything about money, and the only thing i ever said about looks in my whole entire journal is  when i think that a guy i like is attractive. you dont know shit about who i love/like/am and why. thats really some shit if you wanna try n tell me what a horrible person i am when you dont know one thing about me. really. youre fucking gay. get the balls to tell me who the fuck you are. you know your wrong, thats why you cant... (more) http://carlymarie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79